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| A kick on the side When I believe My wife Sue died, her eyes opened wide, rolled back and then peered right through me. Her soul had left her body. As her body wore down she was moved to a comfort room. The doctor told us she may not make it through the night. Later the kids and I left the room and went outside. While we were outside hugging and crying, I got a sharp pain in my back (My wife had severe back pain for three months prior). I told my kids that it was the seventh sense and that we need to go back to Sue. I then told her to be with God and to let it go. She died three minutes later. My wife believed in God and that God is Love. We regularly attended church but she also meditated often. Her mom is Buddhist and according to Buddhism her soul could be earth bound for seven days. But according to the high Buddhist monk she went straight to the highest heaven. We had a Buddhist funeral. I wanted to honor my mother-in-law who has helped us for three years during my wife's battle with non-smoking lung cancer. During the next seven days I had visions of soaring above the clouds. But I didn't see angels or pearly gates. In the seventh day it snowed a lot (unusual for Seattle at this time) |
At the temple I gave thanks to God for our Love. Later, my wife's favorite foods had been blessed and offered to the monks. During the final chants (I don't know what was said as I don't understand Thai). A sensation overtook my body. There was a numbness throughout my body. I felt I was glowing and I began to rise out of my body. I felt I was sending my Love to my wife or she was pouring the Love to me from heaven. What I felt was pure Love, peace and joy. I feel strongly it was the Love that my wife and I shared while we were one on earth. I now long for when we are one in heaven. When we went home it was snowing and there was a lone seagull soaring above our house. Every time the snow stopped I played Sues favorite songs such as Whitney Houston's 'I will always Love You'. The snow would start again. It later turned to snow that looked like pearls or beads. The Sun also came out and we had a Snow Rainbow. We again saw the lone seagull the next day above the house (unusual for here). I believe that seagulls mate for life. Where did the vow 'Till Death Do Us Part' come from anyway? Charlie |
